I was ghosted by my childhood best friend five years ago. We had been friends since we were 4 years old. Our birthdays were five days apart. We even broke our arms together as kids, trying to roller skate on ice. LOL But she married this man who was 25 years older than her and abusive. I expressed my opinion and it destroyed our friendship. I've heard they split up but she still hasn't reached out. It took me several years to accept our friendship was dead. This break up hurt worse than anything I ever experienced nearly. I still have moments when something happens in my life of wanting to call her.